If only we could rewind & rerecord

!Monday, October 22, 2007

@ 12:46 PM

i've failed.. i've failed to stop myself from doing something that i know won't go anywhere.. well.. no point crying over spilled milk.. just continue life and not do it again... but i won't guarantee anything.. haiz.. maybe should clarify this matter with him.. find out exactly where and what our relationship is..

aniways.. my blog's BIG BIG HEADER PIC is gone.. haiz again.. wanna upload a james dean pic but photobucket is taking so long to load... haiz thrice..

i want my james dean.. much like dila wants her prince william.. hehe.. much like wati wants her.. ermm.. ????.. i think i know.. but haiz thrice +1.. haha.. wat do they say after thrice???

went to aki's bbq party... was nice.. tho didnt spend much time there.. too many pple that i dont know.. been gone way too lonnng... but i notice something interesting that made me go hmmm...
wanna know wat.. ask me.. haha.. too discreet to blog about.. scared i salah interpret the thing..

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!Wednesday, October 10, 2007

@ 12:26 PM

i wanna eat nasi ayam penyet. i want the one at lucky plaza. but have to wait till i break fast. haiz.

am so damn tired these few days.. been coming back late.. goin here n there... across and back borders..

but i LOVE the day when i went to timbre.. was nice.. miss the place whole lots.. but something unexpected happened..
let me tell u a story..

One fine night, Linda and Wan met up on a street of busy Orchard Road. Wan and friends had decided to catch a movie but Linda and Wan decided not to go along as they were feeling tired and sleepy. They were afraid that they might fall asleep while watching it and the money would be wasted on cushy chair and airconditioning. So they finally came to a decision to relax and destress somewhere and Wan suggested Timbre at The Substation. He had not been there before and he wanted to know how the atmosphere and place is.

On the way to Timbre Linda felt a terrible need to go to the ladies. So she hold it in till they got to Timbre and got a table. As she made her way to ladies (oops, its a unisex loo), she sensed that someone was looking at her. And when she turned, she saw a familiar face. A very familiar face. It was her ex-boyfriend's friend's wife. Spontaneously, Linda just turn her head away and continued her way to the loo. When she was done, as she was walking out so looked at the group of table that Lydia was sitting at (that's the ex-boyfriend's friend's wife's name). She saw her ex-boyfriend's friend sitting next to Lydia. Of course, what was she thinking, of course her husband would be there with her. Linda noticed that it was a big group of people sitting there and she was too surprised to scan the group for a face that she had not seen for a long time.

When Linda got back to her table, she told Wan about who she saw. And to make matters worse, the band were playing love songs that triggered certain memories for Linda.

Moral of the story: Memories. You move on but the memories stay. But these memories made me smile coz it made me grow up and be a better person.

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!Tuesday, October 02, 2007

@ 1:11 PM

somehow wan and me are getting closer and closer.. he's the only guy fren who i can confide to and rely on to for help if there's anything.. its weird how things turn out between us.. something good came out from something bad.. and a promise was made between us.. not to let feelings come into the frenship.. im sure either one of us are bound to have feelings for the other person as we get closer and closer.. well better to take precaution.. its strange how comfortable i am with him..

i was lamenting to him about how i wanted to celebrate my 21st b'day.. one wif my family.. and one wif my closest frens.. and he asked me whether he's in the circle of my closest frens...

i said yes..

so now in history for the first time ever.. i have a guy bestfren... hahha...

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@ 1:05 PM

back to the events that im looking forward to..

OCTOBER SCHEDULE:
#1 TOMORROW!! 3.10.07: MEETING UP WIF DEE N WATI.. miss them so much.. its been a long time since the three of us met up as a group.. they are my everything..

#2 15.10.07 WATI'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!!
#3 20.10.07 AKI'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!! a reason to celebrate and meet up with poly folks.. after that plans wif wan to catch something at esplanade?? or maybe party after that.. haha..

NOVEMBER SCHEDULE:
#1 12.11.07 DEELA'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!!
#2 18.11.07 MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! am so looking forward to it..

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!Monday, October 01, 2007

@ 8:28 PM

well well... news so far... no longer working at kk.. too stressful too many drama n politics.. i didnt even notice i lost weight while im working there until i've quit.. i've lost 2 inches!! anyway new job now is not bad.. not too stressful.. near house.. it only takes me 15 mins to get there if i were to take the bus.. but the bad news is there are alot of OTs for this job.. but hey more OT means more money.. hehe...

i dunno why im feeling down and bogged down with certain.. been thinking alot bout my dad lately.. and wondering where he is and how he's doing.. as much i want to look for him its as much as i don't want to.. haiz...

but im happy i have a good group of friends that i can rely and talk whenever im down.. it beats having a big circle of friends because you know that these are the people who would always be there no matter what..

but im pysched about the coming months to come.. can't wait for hari raya.. fren's and close frens' birthdays.. and of course.. MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! hahaha... remember the date.. 18.11.1986.. don't tell me you don't know.. im posting it in the worldwide web for the world to see... haha..

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