If only we could rewind & rerecord

!Monday, August 29, 2005

@ 6:46 PM

Haha... School is ending soon.. I'm gonna miss school during the hols.. This always happens.. when u have it now u want it to end soon.. but when u dont have it, you want it have it again.. haiz.. German classes are over.. test wasnt as scary as i thought it would be, considering that i didnt study for it.. Cam & Light shoot is over.. overall went well.. eventhough i returned home feeling damn shagged... but still hilarious moments from the shoot to remember.. k.. thats all i have to say now.. I MISS MY BESTIES!! girls.. whats happening... i dont want us to drift apart... we need to meet up k... MUAACH... TATA..

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!Friday, August 19, 2005

@ 4:37 PM

Things are slowly picking up to be better and better.. I'm getting out of this whole depressed mood.. People and stuff around me are much more optimistic than my own self...

But I'm still so..so.. confused.. It is my wanting to be so happy that someone comes and gives me happiness I'm ever so eager to accept.. I guess I'm now where I'm at my most vulnerable...

But could all this ever be real.. could I even sustain it..

Both of them makes me happy.. But maybe I'm deluding myself..

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!Saturday, August 06, 2005

@ 3:28 PM

I've been putting on a strong front.. But I feel so weak and fragile.. It's all because of you.. I guess that's my weakness..

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@ 2:19 PM

Life has never been a bed of roses.. It has never been and I guess delusion got the better of me.. I dreaded looking at myself in the mirror.. Looking at my eyes knowing that they could never lie to me.. I can't comfort myself anymore better.. This past week has been the most emotional draining week of my life.. Just when you thought that it's all over.. It keeps repeating over and over again.. Guess that's life.. I dunno just that whenever im seated down or standin anywhere.. And i'm all quiet.. suddenly i will think of all the problems and my mind starts to go haywire and i try so hard not to get too emotional.. I'VE CRIED A WHOLE LOT OF TIMES IN MY LIFE.. THAT IM GETTING TIRED OF CRYING.. at times I tell myself why should I cry.. why am I even crying.. I dunno.. I'm just losing it..

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!Tuesday, August 02, 2005

@ 10:08 AM

Haiz.. something so suay happened to me last night.. I had already completed my proposal for the demo show when I wanted to insert the page numbers.. Suddenly.. MS Word crashed.. And before i knew it, Im already knocking my head and cursing "Shit!" countless times.. I felt like breaking down and crying in front of the comp. I can't continue to do it coz Im at my aunt's house in her bedroom doing it and furthermore her husband wants to sleep coz he need to sleep coz he will hav an early day.. haiz.. So here I am now.. retyping the proposal hoping that I remember all the details.. I skipped all my lectures today just for the sake of this proposal coz it is due DAMN!! TODAY!!..

Anyways.. for those who wanna what Im doing.. I'm doing a demo on 3dash1.. WOOHOO!! now I can rejoice..

Yeah 3dash1.. THE WINNER OF THE STRAITS TIMES SCHOOL OF ROCK 2005 CONTEST.. THANX TO DANIELLE FOR THE LOBANG..

Still remember the first time I saw them perform at Sunset Bay Sentosa.. I wanted to catch DeadEnd so I dragged myself down there with Danielle_not_a_jerk and later joined by John John and Terence da Stoner.. It was on one of the days of the openhouse.. Naturallly..ehem..ehem.. I helped out lah.. So after a long day I felt so tired.. Then I went down for the gig.. saw some bands.. 3dash1 performing at the moment and suddenly my eyes felt heavy.. doesn't help that Im sitting down on a chair by the sea with the cool breeze.. then suddenly I heard Ashik, the lead singer talking about pls dun fall asleep listening to us or something.. hehhe.. I guess he noticed I was falling asleep.. I WAS TIRED WHAT CAN I SAY!!

As a form of apology..im promoting them here.. www.3dash1.blogspot.com

Well.. thats enuf for the ramblings.. better get on with my work..
Tata

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